I know it's been awhile since i last logged on to Deviant Art. But things at home have gotten so hectic that i honestly lost a lot of motivation. Any who tonight's parent teacher night and life sucks cause my parents do, i mean this is so not fun. My teacher did a wrong move putting in me in a tight spot...enough of that ramble.


Today i came on to let everyone know that i am moving out of my house, i can hear some people already saying, your too young, only 16 and so forth but....sometimes it's better, to stop harming yourself and others, and i do need the break.

reason being it's messing everything up for. anyhow it's not decided as to when and where i move out to, but i am moving, and my no my parents don't know, but stuff are happening so i do.

I'll keep you posted on that matter. continuing on i will try updating mroe art work, i do have tons, but not much time, but might be hard after i move cause i won't have a scanner.

Life sucks. Well that's nothign new to me, but i really can't handel what's been happening these past few weeks, i feel so broken...i am broken, but then again, when was the last time i would actually admit that. I really am on the verge of trying to do some stupid stuff... my life has gone down the drai ni nto pure drakness and it seems like it's stuck there and sopme light pnetrates through but not enough.

What's new?
Welll... i got my fourth councellor, it's been 3 weeks since i talked to my parents after that incident. schoool...ya it's a misery, i'm doen for. but i will still try.

Pictures & Lit & Requests
Sketch :
Geno-Cide character(S):
RWASV 07:
Picture of Anko: (ya you know i'm lazy)
IAMOM 16:
I-LOVE-deidara1995's Lemon: (um....)

From the 100 theme challenge
:52, 1, 27
:63, 21, 2
: the rest
Stories may be delyed.
Pictures also maybe delayed due to

CLUBS

Features Check these people out when you get the time.They are awsome!
SORRY NONE IN FAVOUR! DROP IN A NOTE OR COMMENT IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SUGGEST SOMEONE!

JOKES OF THE DAY (for today it's quotes)
This is people of conscience united aganist genocide ( Chuck Theis)
Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love. (Charles M. Schulz)

My major project right now is to do this persentation, at a fair about Genocide....i wodner why my civics teacher picked me?

STAMPS/ICONS

Be ware journal contains cussing and some idieiology in it. 2 things Sri Lanka and GayStraightAllience.

SRI LANKA
I am sick and tired of this! Just how many friggen times do i have to say i give no shit about the Sri Lankan government and LTTE, they both can go sux their balls for all i can care for. I just want the figgen civilians moved out of the war efforts. these innocent people nothing wrong, FUCK! I will not accept another call from back home telling me another of my relatives died. I swear i will go to extreme lengths if it dose.

Shit, people make all Tamils and singhales(sorry don't know spelling, please forgive me) to be bad people, get this through your block heads, neither ARE! they are just human give them a fuckin break. STOP USING PROPAGANDA IT DOSE NO ONE ANY GOOD.

I CAN'T GO A DAY WITH OUT SOMEONE ASKING ME IF I'M LTTE!!!! Just because some idiot said that an ltte is Tamil. Fuck you too for that. SO what if i am Tamil, it doesn't mean i'm going to blow up the country. i'm a Canadian for god sakes, i don't care if the PM of Sri lanka goes to shoot a Tamil tiger or if The tiger infiltrate the PM's home, i don't care, because of them are idiots. Why can't you bloody just sit down and talk it out?

Oh that's right, they are pig heads! that's why. someone once told me a Tamil and A singhales can never be friends, get this through your square head, i have friends who are singhales. Someone once told me, to allow something like the holocaust to happen is inhumane and monstrous.

What's happening in Sri Lanka now? If it ain't history repeating it self again? At an almost equal scale? I will say this, not all citizens of Sri Lanka are bad, there are many good. it's just the worst people are far known and their actions are closely viewed. Stop. Think. React. Help. Forget the war, forget the existents of the ltte, look at the people suffering in the war safe zone, free them, let the children play, Stop all of this, and become what we are, human. The killings would not make much difference in the long run, because in the end we need each other. The people you killed thus far are your resources to survival, think about it.

GayStraightAlliance

I TOOK PART IN THE DAY OF SILENCE TO SUPPORT MY VIEWS ON PEOPLE WHO ARE GAY AND THEIR RIGHT'S. i find it disgusting how people are, what's your biz in someone's bedroom.

For all of y'all"god would find you disgusting, you go to hell" people, here's something, just you have something that says god expects this, how can you know if god wanted this. Think you morons, what if god got bored and decided he wanted more fun and what better to use but his toys here on the blue planet earth. We are his toys simply put to waste his time, we are equivalent to a forever running movie to him a show.

And don't go telling my Satan is playing, Satan Lucifer Dante devil, whatever you want to call him. If you idiots think about Devil was originally created to be someone who guarded the gods throne, till he got overly idiotic and stupid to try to be evil with god, thus cast away thrown downwards and turned him self into the devil. That's the devil's own fault for being a moron. Here's something to think about you tidbits (all these religion related things are directed to priests nuns and preachers, seeing as they have more insight on God) the same god who created us, created the little fellow in the beginning now known as devil! Same as he created us! If things we do are the purposes god put us here for, if it was god who directed us somewhat to a path, how can you be so sure god ain't pulling the strings behind the devil? once created by someone it's hard to let go, no matter how you put it.

yes i challenge your beliefs. i hate science and god is being doubtful. Satan would never exists without god and neither would we according to religion that is. Another tidy bit to think about you numb skulls. God doesn't direct us all the way there like we are babies. He let's us roll the dice every now and then, don't you think that's because he wants amusement. he has all the answers so why the heck would he want to help us, it would be to easy. Life would be too easy then.

Just as that you don't know what god is thinking, so open your arms to different and new things in the world see if it can fit in. if the karma sutra can fit in this world then so can gay people so shove out the pickle factor in your ass, because it's beginning to stink.

,strong> update below
Hello everyone. I'm here to tell you that, i might be leaving temporarly (nothing can keep me away from DA) due to medical issues. My guidance called me mother and told her to take me to the emergency department as soon as possiable because i need help to stay mentally balanced.

My mental and physical state isn't good for me, it's weak. Especally my mental state. i 'll explain in further details later.
But for now it would be great if you can offer me your support.

Love yall.


Update

Ok, to put it straight, if worse comes to worse, it's likely i will be hospitalised. Reason being, my mental state isn't good, which will probably and most likely affect my physical health and it alreay started, but meh, i'm the type of person to say, no i do what i do and if you can't work something to it, guess what i fly away and get better on me own! Continuing on, i already made 3 councellors feel bad, not god. I'mnot sadiostic, but at the same tiem i'm not normal.

anywho, rihgt now, i'm stuck in my room, like i would stay in my room! i went to school today aganist doctors order.

Ok i'm borad out of hell! Shoot ihave never been this bored in my ligfe, not even when visiting my grans eye doctor, fudge! I have lost inspiration to draw and stuff, even dance. i don't even want to eat, let alone sleep, but then again i don't want to be a wake.
man any suggestations.