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Sun Feb 8, 2009, 2:38 PM
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:bulletblack: I have been answering my message, i have infact uploaded some art. I still haven't sorted my problems but i odn't think i can stay of DA anymore.
DA has made a big imapct on my life and it's helped mroe then just by giving critics. Because of that i think i can't go a day without logging on her. Life prretty much sucks.
I think all of you know that by now right. I have learned that life just keeps getting worse. I no longer know what to do. I'm losing my mind. Yes i know that external factors in my mind and spme internal factors are DRIVING me crazy.
I think i'm a bit too late for help. I know i can't cope. I practically stopped responding to my parents and they think my life is sweet and easy.
Yes my life is easy and sweet when my own mother who gave birth to me (at least that's what i was told) tells me that i'm worth shit! I should have never been born. And of course the why don't you just drop dead.
I going close way to close of falling off the edge. I collapsed because of emotional exhaustion and stress a few days ago in my closet. Fun being me, ne?

:bulletwhite: What's new? Well, Semester one is over and i failed History with a 34%. I'm completely upset over that. I'm afraid about what my father might do to me about this. Last time he wasn't so... fair.
I passed everything else. My Student avaerage has dropped drastically. Other then that my educations going well. Semester two started with Careers, Art, Math, and Science. Today was my last day for lunch. I no longer have lunch.
I have a class during that time now, i got Baking! That's right Chris, Andrew, and Haley I'm joing your Grade 12 baking class. So fa classes are ok, i'm doin my homework, Arts a blast, i got my grade 9 teacher and it's intersting.
I'm also going to start Night school. I 'm going to pass history and get it over with!! yoga is pretty much fun. I can bend alot mroe then i used too!
Course selection for next year is ready and i'm guessing that i will have summerschool, if i can't get into night school.
Also i became the vice president of the Wild Katz Society at my school. We got a new princple and of course me being me, told him to plan for retirment ahead of time =P .
Oh ya and i am now jobless.

:bulletyellow: I have more pics to upload but i'm just being lazy. I've been writing so much poetry and stories i just give up when the pictures come. Seriously i need to move my ass.
I have lacked up on my fan arts a bit,which i'm coming back to. Meaning MORE Naruto Pics are on there way, in fact they are the first to be uploaded. You guys ready for them?
I might do a bucket loads of dump depending on how i feel. Also, My stories are going to be hill rocking. Am i going to add something new with my arts and stuuf?... Probably not but be aware i might. I think i like Graffite.

:bulletorange: CLUBS :iconpervysage-fc::iconkunoichis-rock::iconnarutofanclub22:

:bulletpink: Features Check these people out when you get the time.They are awsome!
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:bulletgreen: JOKES OF THE DAY
OWL?

Just be having a random conversation with someone, bust out the line "She said you look like an owl"
The other person hopefulyl will reply back saying "who?"

3 Tough Mice

Three mice where sitting at a bar tabel, talking about how tough they were. THe first mouse slams a shot and says "I play with mouse traps for fun. I'll run into one on purpose and as it's closing on me, i grab the bar and bench press it 30-20 times.
the second mouse slams his shot and says " That's nothing. I take thoese poison bait tablets, cut them up and snort them, just for the fun of it." With that the second mouse took another shot slamming it as well.
THe third mouse slammed his shot right after, got up and walked away, and stoppped, when the First two mice called him.
"Where ya going" they asked. He simply replied " I'm going homw to fuck the cat"

:bulletred: For thoes of you who don't know, I'm Apart of the Wild Katz Society Organization. An organization made for students and the community they live in.
Our main goal is to offer students better enviorment, we are starting our project out small here in our very community and hope to expan out internationally.
For more info note me and i'll give a link to the main out cast of info.

:bulletblue: After school Activities. I have joined the Archery team this year, i'm still planning to join the Badminton, i doubt i'll make it this year, cause of well me being me. I'm in the Drama compney and sewing club as well, now i'm adding the WildKatz stuff as well.
Anywho, what i wanted to discuss, being apart of the Drama and the Wildkatz i opening up to plays and other art related stuff including dance. I will be posting many things related to that trust me. So be forewarned.
I'm posting them to get your opinons, so if i do hear something about it not being art or anyother crap.. it so will nto be pretty. Now let's continue on ^^

:bulletpurple: I was more online when i was nto supposed to, so i'm going to screw this, nt going to be here thing for now, i don't care what my parents say they can do somethign else.
I really can't go a day with out being on DA.

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Thanks for the feature!

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"So, you are feeling kinda crudy, like a naked man walking in the snow" -David Dondero
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Your welcome! ^^ So what you think of the length of the journal.

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:)

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17% Man, 2% Female.
81% Unknown?

Icon made by =BloodlustBakura
:icongigzak:
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it was lengthy indeed :iconorzplz:

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my inner child just tripped.
~~~~~~~
If I had a Neon Pantsuit, I would never win.
~~~~~~~
"So, you are feeling kinda crudy, like a naked man walking in the snow" -David Dondero
:icongigzak:
:) Your welcome. :hug:

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