Looking out the window, I wonder.

What? What is it that I missed?

Soemthing keeps telling me.

Telling me i missed something.

Important, vital, but what is it?

What is it? I don't see it, wholness.

Friends, studies, family, i have it all, yet.

Yet something.. something is bothering, the feeling.

Feeling of having missed something important, is there.

What i don't know. It holds me back with out dark shakles.

It makes me detests things i hold dear and love... this feeling...

i donot feel whole... what is it, why? why d i feel this way? like i'm missing soemthing important. Something that i have never had, i knw that mcuh. all of this is so much. i can't concentrate. I'm losing all focus. I'm slowly slipping away, yet i'm not fading. This feeling of emptyness... is so dark..yet i'n not alone... so how is it possiable?

This is how i feel right now.

What's new?
i'm actually going to start using the sewing machine. I've been given sleeping pills and they do no good, i still sleep late, still wake up early. I'm going to set my own rules. Am I going t shun my parents out of my life. No, but will i put boundries, yes. I can not let them in anymore. Too much, and i can't handel them now. Continuing on.
I'm on the hunt for a job. I'm thinking of stopping my current business. School is a pain in the bum. And i'm going to snap soon.

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JOKES OF THE DAY
Are you stupid?

One day a college professor of Psychology was greeting his new college class.

He stood up in front of the class and said, "Would everyone who thinks he or she is stupid please stand up?"

After a minute or so of silence, a young man stood up.

"Well, hello there sir. So you actually think you’re a moron?" the professor asked.

The kid replied, "No sir, I just didn’t want to see you standing there all by yourself."

I also feel like i have a hangover. My mom took me to the rom, yesturday, and we came back 12:30 am and i had a splitting headache because i of man reasons. and i was starving too but, insted i crashed. MEaning i went straight to bed.

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